I have that feeling, I need a good cry. I don't want it to happen, but it is going to, and I am not going to be able to stop it.
I went to the Dr. today with high hopes of getting a clean bill of health. Instead, I found out that the main break in my leg is not healing as quickly as the Dr. hoped. The fracture is not mending and it was not a happy visit. My ankle break is healed up, so my Dr.'s advice is to put as much weight on it as I can stand without "gritting my teeth in pain". This might cause the fracture to push back together and begin to mend. Please pray with me that this will be the case, the alternative is just plain yucky, and I don't want to talk about it.
I was in the kitchen yesterday, and the calendar has a big VACATION written across this up-coming week. You see we had plans to take our family on vacation to Gatlinburg, TN, which of course has been canceled.
My mama is coming on October 15th, and it is right in the middle of the Craft Fairs which are huge here in this area, and I had hopes of driving, and being able to walk around with her all day.
We're kicking off a new children's program at church and I am the teacher, and I was hoping to stand to teach those sweet little ones.
Okay, so there are some of the reasons I want to just cry.
I know I have many blessings in my life that I can be thankful for, and I know God is in control, and I know He has my best in His plans.
I just think His plans for me include a good cry.